What a Trip

Madness

Absolute

Truth

Trust

Heaven

Everlasting

Wanted


Inquiring


Love

Over

Vanity

Eternity


Yesterday

Omen

Unique


Forever

Open

Recieving

Empathy

Verasity

Enduring

Return


What a trip
Treasure

Heart

Eternally

Respect

Endless

Savior

Amen

Grace upon us

Grace upon us 



I feel the movement of light across my soul

I taste the dreams I have fall from my mouth

You are the light, the earth the sky, the empty space

in my heart

Breath into me so that I can see how beautiful

you really are

shiver now, sweet sweet impression

taking everything i have and giving nothing in return

bear witness to this I ask

forgive me love for taking you here

but please let me go again

no, never, forever... what was the question?

I want it all, now. It is for me to have please...

without within entirely you.

tirelessly I will ask,
return.

Beautiful This

Do you know how beautiful you are?

I look out my window today and see the leaves on the trees,

the blooms of flowers waiting, waiting

the light of the sun straining through the clouds

green everywhere I turn

But still in all this beauty that I behold

nothing compares

to the vision of you

sitting in your chair

walking by my door

sleeping so sweetly and safely still

how did you come here

this place I call home

always in amazement I am

stirring now, bending down I kiss you

my angel, my demon, myself

thank you for bearing witness

for taking this chance

for everything you are

beautiful
you are 

life is not so short

You have always been there,

next to me, over me, under me

Sometimes I hold you up

when you cannot see

Safe and sure, in your heart

we are timeless, never apart

centuries pass, eons too,

down through the ages,

me and you,

Sometimes I lead,

Sometimes I follow, but never

no never this love will time swallow

Alive and awake, each breath that I take,

first sight of my day, my heart doesnt break

We are one, this you and I

forever my love,

shall never die.

Omen

Dont say God is in your heart,

Say, you are in the heart of God. Kahlil Gibran(the prophet)


OMEN

to my heart it seems the path is clear

to my mind a minefield awaits

in the between of there and here

my soul anticipates

surrender to it, call it by name

let it be one and the same

bring forth that justice, truth and

remember, my day is now, here and

forever.

I am the hand that walks by your eyes

shading you softly, watch as you rise

reaching out to the darkness, past all

to the light

bring it to you now, give it all...surprise,surprise

didnt know it was the truth, tried to let it fall

away from me now is where I am,

and that is the way, that is all.

Salutations sinner

Sinner

redeem yourself and convey those thoughts

ever on the tongue, swallowed by force

breath into my soul the light

take a piece of my heart

break it open and find me there

waiting to burn in your flame

I am the one who cries out again

taking myself out of the game

brought again to the fray by one

tied together in shame

freedom is found in the wanting

and daunting is the task

brave dear sinner, brave

biting yourself

Dont you just hate the biting of yourself

taking chunks out one at a time until you bleed all over again

making it hard to breath, move, dream

tracing circles in the sky above I look for a reason

stop the suffering.. love the lost. give in and give up

start believing in something

lay still and the movement stops no more twisting turning burning inside

empty and full

divine justice

crossroads, bus stops, pulled over on the side I am waiting for a sign. It has always been clear to me for so very long what I believe. My dreams are waiting for me, making me fight and taking me out of the calm and the storm to a centerline that divides me. All that is rational and real, becons in the night show me how to survive and yet here i am still trembling.. I hear echos and wails from deep inside begging me to release them and be free. Lashing them down tight against my heart I carry on and on. Damn the mind and all its even tempered madness that stirs me up and spills out onto my empty canvas of visions.

Believe or not, I wander on and try not to think at all, just feeling the heat on my skin and holding onto nothing. Strength has never been at issue, only how long will it last..

is this it, the last time, dream, waking.

many lies cover and dance before my eyes, tearing me apart from the inside out.

where does it go, come from.

how do I dream it, hold it, set it free...

when i try to change it all it comes back to me. believed and broken pulling the strings that wrap it all together and the same that pull it apart.

crushed.